280.365 - no, I don't

you see, she says, knowing I don't
knowing I see her body
the way it moves
the ways it moves
and when she's nearby
I see damn little else
hear damn little else
not she is the world
but the world moves vaguely around her
background to what she does
context
setting
not quite invisible behind her
she moves, looks up at me and smiles
the world disappears
you see, she says
and I do not, do not, do not
but I nod
and try hard to see
try hard